Tuesday, March 15 7:20 PM
okay lah wo qi shi hen kai xin :D
I look real unglam in photos.
I really truly deeply madly want to leave here, and I'm so glad that world's gonna end soon.
All my belief disappeared. I stopped believing after facing so many saddening things.
I hate telling people how badly I really feel because no one understands.
I gotta earn a lot money in the future and leave this country.
Leading a brand new life with my family if we're still alive.
Everywhere is a paradise to me except being here.
I'm always happy whenever I think of Kayden.
很难受不是因为曾经喜欢你的关系
而是现在还是那么喜欢你
Went cs today, sort of happy because din't meet people I hate to see.
Sort of happy because little pot's primary school friend was kinda attracting.
Sort of happy because I almost sang my lung out
Sort of happy because having them as my soul sisters
Sort of happy because I don't have to get worried of being backstabbed like I used to :P
Sort of unhappy because I got no enough cash to buy things I wanted
Sort of unhappy because waffles I ordered was not finished and its still in my bag
Sort of unhappy because din't really see hunk
Sort of unhappy because having tuition tomorrow
Sort of unhappy because I saw a lot tamadesweet couples
Okay I am jealous.
Hahahah, I'm sort of sampat I don't know why.
Love and peace.
I love you, you love me.
I actually went De Bali.
I don't know how to describe but there were smokey and noisy but the live band was awesome though.
Eyes were RED because of the smoke, looked like ghost because din't sleep well.
I have nightmare almost every night, a sign of me dying soon.