Thursday, April 28 10:20 PM
I just need something to make me happy
I tried so many things to make myself happy but none works.
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Its not like I couldn't take joke sometimes.
Just that I din't want to force myself to laugh that loud.
Everything is troubling me right now and I am like a living body.
What to do, where to go. I don't know
Wanted to run away from these but failed. I don't even know what the hell is troubling me.
But I'm feeling very vexed, I feel like banging wall.
Going tuition makes me go down down down. I don't know why.
Perhaps being in the same place in a different time makes me go uneasy too.
Hope holiday come soon, I need time to cool my thought down.
I am not me, where have I been all this while.
I dislike every stupid subjects in school, I'm feeling so stressed up.
A doesn't make me happy, yet D,E,F always got me down wtf.
Yes, HL milk makes me happy!
If I'm able to finish up whole box within 1 day I'll be more happy!
=P
Falling hurts.